Most of you who know me know about my cancer if not see the worst injury pictures thread
last month I noticed a small lump probably nothing I thought.
so I didn't say anything to the wife and just gritted my teeth and carried on with things best I could.
now last week I got out the shower and my wife noticed the lump which is now approx the size of a tennis ball cut in half.
i must admit I hadn't noticed it had grown that much.
so the wife calls oncology and they get me in the next day, my doctor looks at it and walks off.
then comes back and looks again has a really good feel and says " it could be a lipoma "
but we will arrange an emergency full body ct scan and ultrasound scan.
this may take up to four weeks and I will let you know as soon as I have the results BUT........
Would it be ok if I call you personally as there's a very big chance it's going to be bad news.
now I was warned if it returns it will be in my organs and there is no treatment for my cancer so it will be time to say bye to the wife and kids and family.
everyone is telling me to stay calm and positive but it's not them facing a death sentence.
This is going to be the longest month waiting of my life!